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23.10.04
humunginormous weight lifted
counting: none for today

have gotten rid of all humunginormous tests that's been bugging me all of the last 5 days. sheer torture i tell ya, n i dun care to repeat it at all. but being practical, i know that i cant avoid that kinda torture for at least another 3 yrs. sheesh. wunderful. absolutely nerve-wrecking. :S bugger.

but am having a gd time so far, will not let anything spoil my mood. :) sod off stress, hello super slacking! haha.

finally had time to watch wimbledon. omg. it was DAMN GOOD!! given how i rarely type with capital letters, u know what that means. yeah. omg. the intro was damn cool too! they had this "watercolour" painting sorta shot of some supporters at a tennis match. and they turn this way and that to watch the ball. wowee! haha. and the matches were pretty exciting too. but i've heard the balls were computer generated.. bah humbug. there i was thinking "wow! nice volley! great slam!" etc and having this little nagging voice that goes "but u know that's not for real.." bugger. haish. wtv. oh and the german friend (nicolaj coster waldau) of the main male character is so darn hot!! haha. he shoulda switch roles with the male lead so we can see more of him! :D rightum. sorry! cant help gushing. heh. maybe the movie wasnt as gd for u but to a just-released-from-the-ban-of-my-life (that's exams) psn, it felt like the best movie ever. :P

"in tennis, love is nothing" not quote true, but sheesh, what a lame pun..

"how's ur weak back?" "fine. and how's ur weak mind?"

oh no. i'm going bonkers! n a bit high. so tt's all for today! hahaha!



go to, then; your considerate stone.
11:45 PM
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16.10.04
37 more hours and counting
counting: 37 hours to first eoy paper. stress level=8/10

this is no sick joke. the first eoy paper is in 37 hours or so. argh! all i feel like doing now is sleep and sleep and sleep until i miss all the exams. yay! >.<
so anyways, in a final desparate attempt to pull up my chem, phy and math results my mum found me a private tutor. he, is it's a he, is coming on wednesday. hope he's helpful or else in a really desparate attempt i might jump off the building. it's no joke to jump of my building cause i stay on the 26th floor and all.. so *crosses fingers.

bio pt was quite ______ (choice of: shitified, messed-up and simply, yaiks). people like the food, that much i can be sure of but the presentation was.. very interrupted. haiyah. dun really care to elaborate. if u were there u would know anyways. heh.

aep was, as usual, stress relieving. we all were abit siao but since when werent we. so yah. we thot of relieving our stress by barging into the general office and cutting sneha's hair infront of the sch clerks. then when they call for d.t-n and she comes running to see what's going on, we'll go, "by the pricking of my thumb, something wicked this way comes" (it's a line from macbeth btw). haha. then maybe she'll see that we're all so stressed up and stuff and have the exams postponed. yay! XD

will be dead to the online wurl for the next 6 days, so dun bother checking back until then for updates yah? unless u're an avid reader of my blog, then by all means, come! haha! and tag!!




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11:18 PM
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7.10.04
hold ur piss! uh.. peace
counting: none for today

i'm sorry about sounding so depressed in the prev 2 entries. the exam stress is really getting to me now. if i said anything that offends, pls spare me, just this once. thanks. :] i promise i'll have a cheery smile on in exactly.. uh.. 1 and 1/2 more wks. yep!

mr s-h said "speak now or forever hold ur peace" today and me, trees, chers and sj started laughing like mad. i was totally vaso-dilating when he asked me what's so funny. i was all like, "(thinking: shit!) uh.. inside joke." hahaha! it's sth lame we did during tues lunch lah. some dare thing. dang. we were all acting so silly that day! but it was real fun so am not embarrased or anything abt that. XD
"u've gotta hold ur piss!!"
lol

oh ya. just gotta post up vindicated's lyrics. i totally fell in like w/ the song when watching spiderman 2. :)

dashboard confessional: vindicated

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of which has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing I am captivated

[Chorus]I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that

[Chorus]So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current and let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...





go to, then; your considerate stone.
4:53 PM
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6.10.04
practicing osmosis w/ the environment*
counting: days to exam: (looks up at homewk board at the back of class) 12 more days!

omg. 12 more freaky days! where have i been?? argh. like trees says, "i can wait for exams to start but i cant wait for it to end"
oh man. this is not gd at all.
oh yah. just an observation. in rgs, the period before exams, a certain phrase becomes really overused, "i havent started studying yet."
yah right. as if.
it'll be really refreshing to hear someone actually tell the truth.

sorry. if i offend. just had to air my views ya?
not like so many ppl read my blog anyways.



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9:51 AM
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4.10.04
all's spent
counting: energy level: almost none. sleepiness level: almost all the way to the top. coherence level: almost none. diameter of dark circle below my eyes: i dunno.. probably 50cm? or is that too little?

i'm really really tired. i totally had the chance to grab a nap or sth but i just had to come online to read fiction. wunnerful. i think really responsibly dun i? argh.
why cant i just stick my rear end down on the study chair and study at the study table??? why? why? why? oh ya. i have concentrato-phobia and studio-phobia. that's all. wait, i forgot examino-phobia too.
great. i'm sucha studious girl ya? i'm so likely to do well for all my subjects in the finals and not disappoint my parents yah?
pls excuse me while i berate myself. it may take quite a while.
am in bad mood.
argh. i must rmb this, "just do your best and God will do the rest". yah. so for me to actually qualify for God's help, i have to do my best first.
uh. that means getting myself outta here first right?
my dear fingers, pls do not make this hard on me.



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6:09 PM
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3.10.04
identity crisis
counting: none for today

ms pamela sia and ms clarice choong have decided my name is not interesting enough, and have thus given me a new name, gloria. all i can say is, how?? what?? and most importantly, WHY??? apparently ms sia derived it from my nickname, goat. don't ask me how, i dun see any link other than they both start with g. >.<




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1:44 AM
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